无聊

无聊上来逛逛。最近心情很复杂，做了很多自己本来没想过会做的事情。也不懂这样做对不对。好伤感哦。觉得自己变得不那么固执，凡事就看开点嘛，很想问问爸爸，我现在做的，是对的吗？最近也开始有想读会书的念头。我要开心点，这条路是自己选的，所以要勇敢一点。就成熟一点，成熟地处理问题。成熟地生活下去。快快存钱，快快带妈妈去旅行，快快实现爸爸要我戴四方帽的愿望。爸，很想和你说我没放弃过读书的理想。相信我，我会有很好的目标。我想你。

Singapore flyer

Went to Singapore flyer that day.because uncle got free ticket !!! Yay!!!is free !!!got many pic

Ot

Is suffered from OT time recently .is tired and pek chek!!

20-10-2011

teheeeeeee!!!! i am so happy. gonna give a surprise for my mummy. love u!!! 
just called mom yesterday night. she told me that she already went for asking about dad situation. now dad is released from suffering. when mum said dad is miss us, and don't wanna leave us as well. i feel wanna to cry it out. i love you dad. i can't how to express out how much i miss you. and don't want you gone. but, i knew you will come to visit me. remember come to see me and let me dream about you. i will go back to see you soon. miss ya =) 

19-10-2011

i am so happy. will going back to m'sia soon. can meet up with my lovely mum and dear friends. will try to spend the limited time wisely, tried all the delicious food. the important is , visit my darling dad. i miss you. i present you somethings, can put on your "place", let it accompany you forever. that is my sincerely. love you,dad. you must miss me ya. =)

bad habit

hey, you.!!! bad habit... please go go away from me~~~~~~!!! i hate you!
PLEASE STAY AWAYYYYYY!!!

shenee birthday

we celebrate shenee's birthday . we come to "dian xiao er" to enjoy our dinner.

the meal of the day :

tofu # nom nom 

当归鸭，让我回味无穷

i miss that. so delicious. i want eat once more !!!!!

蒙古排骨

one of my favorite. =) #guilty smile #is dooling 

shenee's birthday cake. bought by margarrete. it very tasty, i love it, but i can't eat much, because i on diet now. teehee ~

The Birthday Girl -Shenee with her dear. 

HaPPY bIRTHDAY again. wish you happy with him

my colleague, friends. friendship forver. yea!! 

no complex relationship. pure friendship in between. we stand for it. okay?? 

BYE. 

15-10-2011

today is saturday. long time no come to edit my blog. willl share one nice song at here first.

i love this song. i can't stop to listening to this.

daddy, ur daughter is gonna to register of marriage, you know? do you really know? many things has been changed in this few month. i can't suit of this. i can't !! but i need to. i miss you. i miss old time. but, can it return to the old time that we had been quarrel? we make joke together ? we go breakfast every morning after u drag me to jogging. ?? the time u fetch us to market ? the time you nagging me? i know i need to be mature , try to release my stress in the correct way. can't be the old one of me. cannot!!!

daddy, i miss him also. can you tell me should i forget him> and restart my totally new life. 

old pic. that we went to genting last year. every things was happened so long time ago. i meant. i meant just so long time ago, a lots of changes. i changed  a lots. but i never change my .. for you. u knew? u live happily there? i will no worries if you are happy. =) our "old" memory will keep in my heart always.

ur smile is always my memory. 

never fogotten.)

"Dear".,please allow me call you in this way here. because maybe i don't have that chance to call you in that way more. 

#Dear, My LoVer.#

wish you can have a better future . that one you wish to be. hence, won't let me feel that our love broken is such way of waste. if not, i will not satisfied of that. Gambateh!!!! I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU!

#photography 

danson, this is one of your new hobby. hope you can do well in everythings. gah you..!!!! 

# Lover unforgotten 

our this relationship is such of suffered. 

old pic.

wish can hug you one more time. #miss

happy girl that time.

no one can replace you in my heart. you are so important as my dear family in my heart. i will do my best for you. 

yoga

i started learn yoga from last two week. seem i become more and more fat. fattie boom boom >_<''

that why i need to do some exercise to maintain my body shape, can't let it become worse. i knew my face is so big. hate that! i wish my face can be small, and become skinny. i jealous those who can have nice body shape.

=( sad to the max. started to learnt about this ....

is this!!!!! i must have the determination to learn this continuously. good luck to myself. 

hmmm, i cut my hair also. plan to change a new look. forget all the sad things.

cut hair ! cut hair! cut cut cut!!! have a sweet weekend!! <3

F.A.M.I.L.Y

daddy, today is the 40th day that you leave us. i am so miss you. i still can't even forget the every second of moment when you be together with us. I MISS YOU, YOU KNOW??? i love you!!i wish you can let me see your face once time or let me dream about you one day of night. I never dream about you so many days already. are you still angry me or ?? i miss you, i just want to tell you that i never angry at you although you scold me, after i release the madness, i still love you, you know?? why you so fast leave me and sister and mummy ? why you dont let me and sister give you some more comfortable life. i wish to follow your steps, can i?? i knew you sure not allow. because i still need take care of mummy. after your gone, i lost my direction, i need you guide me, i need your advise. after you gone, i also don't know after i save money, what should to do on the next steps. now mummy is the encourage me to continue this. without you, our life not perfect. you know?? Daddy, can you please always come back to visit me. and i love you deeply, and never forget you, because DADDY, MUMMY, SISTER IS ALWAYS IS MY SOUL , MY HEART, MY FOREVER LOVE. I LOVE YOU ,DAD!!

update !update!

urgh!! lazy to post up the photo and lazy to update also,blek =P
hahaxxxx.!! i gonna crazy,many things is happened recently,but i will be strong and more hardworking for my future,save money + diet plan is on. gah you!!!

random update.

hullo!!! BLEK!!! UPDATE SOON!!!

thanks you

thanks to you !! thank you to give me back my single life. i am enjoying my life by right now. if not you, i wont feel that my life is so meaningful, is can so joyful and around of dearest friends. we still are good friend, is it? is so lucky that let me to know you. i will appreciate you as my good friend. thanks,again...once more times let me say thanks to you. yesterday, i am feeling lonely when i listening to some sad mood song. and i suddenly feel lonely to the max. so long time never have such of this feelings. but, i can handle it easily by now. i tell myself that i need to change myself, mature is my target. and earn money also. and must upgrade self personality. finally i decided to take some course, hence i wont feel boring or what. =) smile again. must be optimistic. many things is happened around this few days on surrounding of me. i felt so sorry to that person, i really not meant to hurt you, but i really dont have that mood to dating with anyone yet.

random again ??

random

so long didn't update my blog already. sad =(. IS A DIE BLOG now!!! i dont want. i must keep my blog refreshing. i must more gathering with friends,and keep my blog updated. yea!

i miss you

i miss you again. i flashback our memory always. i miss you so much. ='(

what's wrong with you????

i keep attention on him, why i want to keep attention on him? since he is not care about me? since my friends keep advise me to give up on him. Why i still can't take it easy? Why i am so stupid and stubborn on such of this things? Why i need to care a people that won't appreciate our loves more?? Yes, I should not to be that stupid person more. I should not return to that time of nightmare again. I should not keep waiting for somebody that i should not to wait. I should have my own life. I should have to own my friends. Party!!!! Gathering!!! SINGLE !!!!!Yes!! IS SINGLE!!!! NO LOVES! NO ARGUE between us. No cold war. No upset. 

But, I miss the time of our sweet memories. But, what for? Somebody is not appreciate. The chance for us to know to each other is just a JOKE from GOD to us. Is it?? I think so. YA!!! This is truth. GOD,can you don't to make JOKE on me more. I can't stand for it more. i meet the wrong people. 

亲爱的，那不是爱情

你說過牽了手就算約定 但親愛的那並不是愛情....

慢性忘情水♥

也许有个人对你来说很重要，总觉得没了他你活不了
,
但在很多年后你会发现当初让你牵肠挂肚的人不过是你的一小片回忆，


原来，时间就是一种慢性忘情水♥ 

没有不能复原的伤口，只有你不想忘记的那个人 =)

放弃

最后，我决定集中精力在我的生活。我自己的生活!! 我不会去打扰你! 随你去吧!!!!

化妆?不化妆?

化妆不是罪，这只是对自己，对别人的一种尊重。

Present

Teehee =)

 i am happy.

because i get many new stuffs recently. thanks !!!!

                                                                   

                                                      The first one :

                                              Get it from my cousin. love it .=) THANKS ,sister.

Second:

buy for myself two shirts.

                                           

finally, get one bracelet,and one necklace. it so cutes!!!! love it also,thanks to Lisa ^^

everyday i am shufflin'

<3 have a nice days !!!

28-05-2011

hi,people. i am still miss him anytime. maybe i won't go back to the happy time with him,maybe will be? maybe i can start my life without thinking of him? maybe i still miss him in some special days? but i think we just can let it be happened naturally. is it?? and i waiting for the iphone 4.

and i wish i can own this iphone case .

can i have this??

and this ??

<3 

=) smile.

diet plan is phailed ='(

see!!

chubby face ="( want to cry !!!

peace again ?? <3

hehe,i get two keychain from  my colleague. so thanks to them. thanks!!! =)

gosh! need to serious on keep fit on my face. =)

seriously??? yes!!! need to be!!

XD BIG SMILE TO YOU!!! <3  smile =)

 

Happy birthday 祝我生日快樂吧

Happy birthday to myself and thanks for my friends for wish me all the best.
althought this birthday quite lonely,but i still happy because got friend to accompany me. miss you
  一个人睡觉

一个人起床

一个人看碟片

一个人去运动

一个人

晚上有足够的时间看书，敷脸，逛bbs

我不喜欢这样的生活

我好孤单好孤单

但是，越孤单就不想让人发现我的孤单

i hate this feeling. until now, i still not understand why u will left me alone.  or u just like other ppl ,same type. ='(

is so upset now. u always shaking my mood. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OKpVTniJ3A&feature=related

Museum day

My cousin is get us few free ticket for the admission to visit buidings. The first museum that we went is near the Marina bay,i am forgot where is it. 

I think this is made up of vine.

The building design is still restore an old way.   

"The PlayDome'' section is designed for kids. All kids is enjoying in this area. Have funs all.

Lisa & me( * what the faces showed of me) LOL

This is the media player to explained about the background of some news, decoration.

This is the old CD- player

Memorable

Singapore Living Gallery "Film Wayang"

The old showing of movie notice.

Old generation movie recorder  material

                              The below picture is the Old chinese custom.The wayang clothes,the children work pass.

Beautiful chinese opera clothes. It is for those theatrical troupe.

 Second place, Singapore Living Gallery Photography.

Stay tuned. Gotta to bed now. <3