From long hair to short hair

Em. Gotta update a short post about myself. I keep long hair since last year . And then chop off my hair until shoulder length and then more and more short . I changed many. But......
How about my behavior and my personality .? Did change to better? I hope can change to a better myself . Since I start working at here,I felt myself become the one that I start to unrecognized . How come ? I also don't know. It so vexed. Vexed about money,working , family and friend. I should grow up. If give me one more chance to choose, I still choose come to sg .,because I knew this is my father wish. Since I knew I will lost somethings. But let it happens naturally ba.